SORROW UNDERNEATH

I think all of my problems,

I think all of my pains,

I think all of my sorrows,

Until i go crazy and insane.

I think of all smiles I've worn

Which hide sorrows underneath

No one seems to notice

That i go through so much grief.

My tears seem to keep flowing

Inside my tired eyes

Each time i want to tell you,

My words came out as lies.

These days I'm feeling distant,

Far away and weak.

My sadness pulls me further,

From the happiness i seek.

I've just began to realize

That my hopes and dreams are gone

I'm walking down a dead-end road

Humming a tuneless song.

I'm standing on a roof-top.

Although i;m scared of heights

I'm watching the cares beneath me more,

And somehow this doesn't feel right.

Now i think of what i.m doing,

I know i should find a way

To beat through my depression

Will i be able to some day?

Someone might be there

To help me make it through,

May be they will listen,

And tell me what to do.

I'm seeing through the darkness,

And I'm starting to trust a few,

I think I'll try to make it.

So i can be there for them too.

Economics is the social science that studies the production, distribution, and consumption of goods and services. The term economics comes from the Ancient Greek οἰκονομία (oikonomia, "management of a household, administration") from οἶκος (oikos, "house") + νόμος (nomos, "custom" or "law"), hence "rules of the house(hold)".[1] Current economic models developed out of the broader field of political economy in the late 19th century, owing to a desire to use an empirical approach more akin to the physical sciences.[2] A definition that captures much of modern economics is that of Lionel Robbins in a 1932 essay: "the science which studies human behaviour as a relationship between ends and scarce means which have alternative uses."[3] Scarcity means that available resources are insufficient to satisfy all wants and needs. Absent scarcity and alternative uses of available resources, there is no economic problem. The subject thus defined involves the study of choices as they are affected by incentives and resources.
Economics aims to explain how economies work and how economic agents interact. Economic analysis is applied throughout society, in business, finance and government, but also in crime,[4] education,[5] the family, health, law, politics, religion,[6] social institutions, war,[7] and science.[8] The expanding domain of economics in the social sciences has been described as economic imperialism.[9][10] Common distinctions are drawn between various dimensions of economics: between positive economics (describing "what is") and normative economics (advocating "what ought to be") or between economic theory and applied economics or between mainstream economics (more "orthodox" dealing with the "rationality-individualism-equilibrium nexus") and heterodox economics (more "radical" dealing with the "institutions-history-social structure nexus"[11]). However the primary textbook distinction is between microeconomics ("small" economics), which examines the economic behavior of agents (including individuals and firms) and macroeconomics ("big" economics), addressing issues of unemployment, inflation, monetary and fiscal policy for an entire economy.

Biotechnology is technology based on biology, especially when used in agriculture, food science, and medicine. United Nations Convention on Biological Diversity defines biotechnology as:[1]
"Any technological application that uses biological systems, dead organisms, or derivatives thereof, to make or modify products or processes for specific use."
Biotechnology is often used to refer to genetic engineering technology of the 21st century, however the term encompasses a wider range and history of procedures for modifying biological organisms according to the needs of humanity, going back to the initial modifications of native plants into improved food crops through artificial selection and hybridization. Bioengineering is the science upon which all biotechnological applications are based. With the development of new approaches and modern techniques, traditional biotechnology industries are also acquiring new horizons enabling them to improve the quality of their products and increase the productivity of their systems.
Before 1971, the term, biotechnology, was primarily used in the agriculture and agriculture industries. Since the 1970s, it began to be used by the Western scientific establishment to refer to laboratory-based techniques being developed in biological research, such as recombinant DNA or tissue culture-based processes, or horizontal gene transfer in living plants, using vectors such as the Agrobacterium bacteria to transfer DNA into a host organism. In fact, the term should be used in a much broader sense to describe the whole range of methods, both ancient and modern, used to manipulate organic materials to reach the demands of food production. So the term could be defined as, "The application of indigenous and/or scientific knowledge to the management of (parts of) microorganisms, or of cells and tissues of higher organisms, so that these supply goods and services of use to the food industry and its consumers.[2]
Biotechnology combines disciplines like genetics, Microbiology,molecular biology, biochemistry, embryology, and cell biology, which are in turn linked to practical disciplines like chemical engineering, information technology, and biorobotics. Patho-biotechnology describes the exploitation of pathogens or pathogen derived compounds for beneficial effect.Human Genome Project

DNA Replication image from the Human Genome Project (HGP)
The Human Genome Project is an initiative of the U.S. Department of Energy (“DOE”) that aims to generate a high-quality reference sequence for the entire human genome and identify all the human genes.
The DOE and its predecessor agencies were assigned by the U.S. Congress to develop new energy resources and technologies and to pursue a deeper understanding of potential health and environmental risks posed by their production and use. In 1986, the DOE announced its Human Genome Initiative. Shortly thereafter, the DOE and National Institutes of Health developed a plan for a joint Human Genome Project (“HGP”), which officially began in 1990.
The HGP was originally planned to last 15 years. However, rapid technological advances and worldwide participation accelerated the completion date to 2003 (making it a 13 year project). Already it has enabled gene hunters to pinpoint genes associated with more than 30 disorders.[15]

Nanotechnology, shortened to "Nanotech", is the study of the control of matter on an atomic and molecular scale. Generally nanotechnology deals with structures of the size 100 nanometers or smaller, and involves developing materials or devices within that size. Nanotechnology is very diverse, ranging from novel extensions of conventional device physics, to completely new approaches based upon molecular self-assembly, to developing new materials with dimensions on the nanoscale, even to speculation on whether we can directly control matter on the atomic scale.
There has been much debate on the future of implications of nanotechnology. Nanotechnology has the potential to create many new materials and devices with wide-ranging applications, such as in medicine, electronics, and energy production. On the other hand, nanotechnology raises many of the same issues as with any introduction of new technology, including concerns about the toxicity and environmental impact of nanomaterials [1], and their potential effects on global economics, as well as speculation about various doomsday scenarios. These concerns have led to a debate among advocacy groups and governments on whether special regulation of nanotechnology is warranted.Main article: History of nanotechnology
The first use of the concepts in 'nano-technology' (but pre-dating use of that name) was in "There's Plenty of Room at the Bottom," a talk given by physicist Richard Feynman at an American Physical Society meeting at Caltech on December 29, 1959. Feynman described a process by which the ability to manipulate individual atoms and molecules might be developed, using one set of precise tools to build and operate another proportionally smaller set, and so on down to the needed scale. In the course of this, he noted, scaling issues would arise from the changing magnitude of various physical phenomena: gravity would become less important, surface tension and Van der Waals attraction would become more important, etc. This basic idea appears plausible, and exponential assembly enhances it with parallelism to produce a useful quantity of end products. The term "nanotechnology" was defined by Tokyo Science University Professor Norio Taniguchi in a 1974 paper[2] as follows: "'Nano-technology' mainly consists of the processing of, separation, consolidation, and deformation of materials by one atom or by one molecule." In the 1980s the basic idea of this definition was explored in much more depth by Dr. K. Eric Drexler, who promoted the technological significance of nano-scale phenomena and devices through speeches and the books Engines of Creation: The Coming Era of Nanotechnology (1986) and Nanosystems: Molecular Machinery, Manufacturing, and Computation,[3] and so the term acquired its current sense. Engines of Creation: The Coming Era of Nanotechnology is considered the first book on the topic of nanotechnology. Nanotechnology and nanoscience got started in the early 1980s with two major developments; the birth of cluster science and the invention of the scanning tunneling microscope (STM). This development led to the discovery of fullerenes in 1985 and carbon nanotubes a few years later. In another development, the synthesis and properties of semiconductor nanocrystals was studied; this led to a fast increasing number of metal and metal oxide nanoparticles and quantum dots. The atomic force microscope was invented six years after the STM was invented. In 2000, the United States National Nanotechnology Initiative was founded to coordinate Federal nanotechnology research and development.

[edit] Fundamental concepts
One nanometer (nm) is one billionth, or 10-9, of a meter. By comparison, typical carbon-carbon bond lengths, or the spacing between these atoms in a molecule, are in the range 0.12-0.15 nm, and a DNA double-helix has a diameter around 2 nm. On the other hand, the smallest cellular life-forms, the bacteria of the genus Mycoplasma, are around 200 nm in length.
To put that scale in another context, the comparative size of a nanometer to a meter is the same as that of a marble to the size of the earth.[4] Or another way of putting it: a nanometer is the amount a man's beard grows in the time it takes him to raise the razor to his face.[4]
Two main approaches are used in nanotechnology. In the "bottom-up" approach, materials and devices are built from molecular components which assemble themselves chemically by principles of molecular recognition. In the "top-down" approach, nano-objects are constructed from larger entities without atomic-level control.[5]
Novel areas of physics such as nanoelectronics, nanomechanics and nanophotonics have been evolved during the last decades to provide a basic scientific foundation of nanotechnology.[edit] Nanomaterials
This includes subfields which develop or study materials having unique properties arising from their nanoscale dimensions.[12]
Interface and Colloid Science has given rise to many materials which may be useful in nanotechnology, such as carbon nanotubes and other fullerenes, and various nanoparticles and nanorods.
Nanoscale materials can also be used for bulk applications; most present commercial applications of nanotechnology are of this flavor.
Progress has been made in using these materials for medical applications; see Nanomedicine.
Nanoscale materials are sometimes used in solar cells which combats the cost of traditional Silicon solar cells
Development of applications incorporating semiconductor nanoparticles to be used in the next generation of products, such as display technology, lighting, solar cells and biological imaging; see Quantum Dots.

REMEMBER ME ALWAYS

SO MANY MEMORIES WE HAVE MADE TOGETHER
AS THE MONTHS HAVE SLOWLY PASSED.
TEARS MAY HAVE BEEN CRIED.
BUT OUR LAUGHTER HAVE DROWNED THEM ALL OUT
SHARING MY DEEPEST_MOST SECRETS
UNTIL ONE IN THE MORNING 'AT YOUR HOUSE'
TALKING FOREVER ABOUT THINGS
UNTIL OUR WORDS JUST RAN OUT

BUT NOW YOU MUST LEAVE
AND I STAY BEHIND
WHO WILL I CALL?
WHEN I JUST NEED TO TALK?
WHO WILL YOU LEAN ON
WHEN YOUR PROBLEMS WEIGH YOUR DREAM?
WHO WILL LAUGH AT MY JOKES?
WHO WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH

I CAN'T TELL YOU THE ANSWERS
TO THE QUESTIONS I HAVE
BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE AS MY FRIEND
AND WHEN YOUR HEART IS TROUBLED
I WANT YOU TO THINK OF ME

REMEMBER THE TIMES OF JOY
WE HAVE SHARED
AND MAY BE IT WILL MAKE YOU SMILE
AND SINCE YOU CAN'T TAKE ME WITH YOU
TAKE THE MEMORIES WE HAVE MADE
AND CHERISH THEM
AS I ALWAYS WILL.

night of 23rd march 09

nyt of 23rd march '09 said to me,"if am not tired,why should i stop?

'. moments spent from3 am to 3.31 am would be cherished if anyone have gone through till the prevoius page from the beginning. my mind reads my mind and i too. that's weired and coughing. my mind sucks up the situation and really don't help me out to just get out of it. my tears turn me up and down, right and left, hither and thither and from happy to sad. i just can't bear the heavy heart which brings some moments of seperations."i want to to have a story without fullstop such that there is no big letters and everything small letters. i mean everyone equal and fixes"

WISH

I wish to wish a desire that would and must come true

I probably need a profound interest to those

I wish if i can paste some musics

I wish if i can go around the world

I nurture my feelings with my mood

Ladder takes my mood to an anger mood

I want my mind to go around my desire

I want my heart to understand my mind's desire

I guess so if anything goes right without an error

I miss so many things that makes us happy either

Moments spared were quiet observing

But passed in the past are quiet devastating.

29th march 2009

my mind is great enough

and my mind was great enough

my masterpieces are still hanged in clipboard

it gives me wonder in my eyes

it shows my mind and craves

it shows my desires and works

couldn't believe, did just 'phuck-phuck'!

wish could fax to everyone

such that there would be some comment

also some critics, for my improvement.

i wish desperately to let it in front of Adi

and he would be saying just 'yuck'

or just 'wow' - wanna know it!

good luck to jazz for further masterpieces ahead.